Keepin It Real...

March 20th, 2014 Thursday Yayyy! My shipment of Via Natural Argan Oil came today. March 13th, 2014 Used the last of my product and google this product because once its gone its gone from most bargain stores. My hair is more thick than the norm. I want to start using the Via Natural edge gel, not too many places sells it. Since my natural hair has been growing healthy and longer I want to create protective hair styles because I'm tired of twisting my hair. In May I will be wearing it down for my birthday. I happened to see these Argan Oil tubes for your hair by Via Natural which has natural ingredients and what stand out was argan oil that I frequently view on natural hair care Youtube videos. So why not give it a shot besides it was only a buck. I was surprised on how it felt on my natural hair, giving it immediate shine and it made my hair so soft giving it major slip. I only wish that I picked up more than just the two that I bought. I applied this natural oil after I was...

The documentary about a look at colorism and internalized racism in the black community. We as parents and the people need to establish the beauty in our childrens growing up by sharing and raising them up praising them on the color of their skin color.  Dark Girls

That abuse that we're no longer a victim of... you opened my eyes. You opened my eyes to alot. To alot of things. To alot of things that I didn't see how it had to bring Experiencing more heart ache and pain, hurt and ashame, dissapppointment of my decision making. Good ones and Bad ones that my duaghters and sons. My daughters and sons had experienced. The things I once told myself I'm not going to allow that. That abuse 'that does not define us. That abuse 'that says I gotcha YOU! That abuse no longer am I, would I, have an excuse An excuse for covering the abused. That paper cut my heart like a......TO BE CONTINUE!!

Since the crime in March and June 2013 on me and my children, I've been having a hard time getting over the feeling of letting my children down and having them experience bad things that a child should be protected from. Looking for help via www. to help me cope with my past experience of childhood, young adulthood and marriage. Quote of today to live by day by day.  Learn from the past, set vivid, detailed goals for the future, and live in the only moment of time over which you have any control:now Don't dwell on what went wrong. Instead, focus on what to do next. Spend your energies on moving forward toward finding the answer.

“Rename your “To-Do” list to your “Opportunities” list. Each day is a treasure chest filled with limitless opportunities; take joy in checking many off your list.” © Steve Maraboli Organize my photography prop room Record measurements of my hair Clear up space on laptop Study extreme couponing Braid Jr.s hair Retouch daughters hair Weigh myself to update my Bodyspace Scrapbook a two pages (last time I scrapbook was sometime last year). Recycle plastic/can/bottles Pedicure Print out inventory reciepts

Okay so today is July 10th and right now I have a lot of different thoughts and emotions of being afraid to live my life the way I vision and me not being afraid of the one thing that I allowed to bring me down emotionally, physically and The way I vision my life is to live faithfully in the Lords willing to do HIS will, to better myself spiritually, emotionally, mentally and physically.  I am this beautiful, caring, unique, xubatiant, bossy, friendly, good listener with my heart, fun, goofy and spicy chic. Sadly to say over the period of three years I've been disconnected from some of my good qualities inpersonalities

I allowed you to hender me from being me in cases of voicing myself the way I do, regardless if I did you're not a fair man to respect. You are a very private person, suspiciously doing things, loses patence easily, if found in a bad mood stay far away. don't show the love he says that is deep Don't show your fears Angry and not a fair person.